After a while, a Sense of Separate Self, was felt in my body and mind. This feeling got stronger every day. I found myself to be completely separated and apart from the rest of the world. This was a very painful feeling. This false self, was looking for material, achievement and becoming to be fulfilled. It identified itself with title, people, money etc.
The false self, later on, got into the path of spirituality and tried to "become" caring, loving, unconditionally loving, non-judgmental, quiet, have positive thoughts, etc.
These were extremely frustrating for the ego. The relentless job of trying to become the Truth, seemed utterly impossible to achieve. The mind became more and more annoyed and angry.
The path that saved the mind, was Silence. The path of Meditation. That is how it all started…
